"Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum
Dengan canda tawamu,walaupun tuk sekejap
Kar'na hanya engkaulah yang sangggup redakan aku
Kar'na engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama
Kar'na dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
Dalam susah maupun senang..."

+Sheila on 7: Buat Aku Tersenyum+


"I look closer I stare with desire
Your eyes glimpse are searching for me
You were so beautiful,youre so wonderful
delightful,colourful
when you smile
Your smile makes me cry
My heart whispers I dont know why
Why you stay here,in my room..."

+OAG:For Whatever+


"Hanya kau yang bisa
Memastikan semua
Segala yang ku rasa
Hanya kau yang bisa
Mengubah semua
Tuk menjadi indah..."

+The Adams:Hanya Kau+



You know I cant say it out in my own words right... :)

♥Bid Farewell

Well..for those who dont celebrate chinese new year(excluding my mom) shopping malls are barely open and kl seems like a dead city.

Yesterday was even much of a bore(till it came night time :P) All my sis and I did was to check how much a certain population there were at a certain area. Take for example when we reached Damansara area.Road was clear;mostly chinese lives around here. Got into BangsarVillage parking.There were too many too choose;mostly the chinese/matsalleh shops here. Petronas@AmpangJaya. There were no parking space(even for double parking);malay hangout.

Anyways lets bring back to yesterday when my sis ajak go to Telawi to spposedly see her client's shop.Unfortunately when we got there it was closed(duhh.cny eve) I told her to check first but as stubborn-headed as I am,she didnt. So off we went to check out the new BangsarVillage.As expected most of the shops were closed.But we just walked around to see what they had.Sis went into 1 of the shops & when I got bored(they were selling aunties clothes) I walked out and watched the dude playing piano.After awhile I spotted someone awfully familiar;Fadzil.haha. :p (coincidence?he probably came by cuz he kept asking where I was going.He was from klcc.) From there we just lepak together with my sis.

Went to Starbucks to have a drink.My sis wanted to blanje Fadz but he kept on refusing,till she marah(jokingly) at him then only he wanted.hehe ^-^'..We sat outside & did some people-watching(but there were not many interesting ppl to look at anyways) So we started drawing on the tissue paper. Then we made my sis keep on drawing instead while we both just observed. Had alot of laughs together.And everytime when he went to the toilet,sis will start saying how cute he is,makes her laugh & blablabla.The 2nd time he went she said it again.Only this time she asked "why isnt he your boyfriend~?" I just kept quiet & smiled. We sat there from 7somthin till 11(we could have sat there longer if my sis didnt have to work)Off we went to our car while he went to his pink scoot.hehe :P

And the journey to get to the car & when we were in the car is oh-so-very-interesting.Sis started the 'hes so cute' thing all over again.Asked me why I dont like him(what makes you think i dont?) and she went on and on.In the car Fadz messaged to thank my sis for the drink.And she went on again...(my god it got a tad bit annoying,but in a good way) She asked the 'superbest' question;"why isnt he your bf?I would sooo agree if he was.."..I just smiled while replying his sms.Then she continued "....unless he is already your bf?"....I was in silence.(goddamnit she picked tht up fast) After afew moments of silence and sis being an annoyance for not getting the point with the 'silent' answer,I told her.She got super excited till she almost went to the wrong lane(seriously.) Well Im happy with it since he got to my sis too. :)

Overall it was a really good Saturday of ChineseNewYear reunion dinner.

♥Bid Farewell

*sighs* holiday,Ive missed you.


Finally,its holiday again.(well,with LoTs & LoTs of assignments to be done,but still) Its relieving.Anyways lets update on the days we've missed; Valentines & ysterday.

As how Ive mentioned before,had our history presentation on the 14th. The 1st group who went first was Firas's.And Terrence was just being so cute.^-^'..He was the model and had to wear these metal stuff ala2 Gundam. From my class most of us started giggling already. When he reached to the front,he didnt know wattado already.He just,stood there.For a veeery long time.We all couldnt take it and started laughing even louder.Obviously Terrence couldnt take it either and started laughing till his mask almost fell off. Then Firas went to the front to do the explanation and all.

Next group was David's group.Did on Fauvism.Was quite cool,with the wheelchair and shiz.Had the glowsticks which I wanted to steal off from Sophia. -.-...
After that was Winnie's.Danny and Cheezy bcame 'guys' and Winnie was sort of the angel.Couldnt really get their story but yeah.Was alright.Liked the book which kienwen did the lighting and stuff.

Ehemm..Then it was our group's turn.It went quite alright.Me and Genwei bcame last minute presenters.He was spose to explain the description of work while I explained on the concept.Gerron went on about the intro,and passed it to Genwei,who practically stole the stuff which I was spose to explain on.When it came to my turn I just simply bullshitted my way lah.

In the midst of the presentations,we who were sitting at the back were just lepaking around.Spotted Terrence who was still in his 'armour suit' lying down on the floor.And was asking for help cuz he couldnt get up.....Nobody helped.Hahah! :p

Then there were still Chris's group,Eric's and Amir's.Chris did on Constructivism and based it on the Russian Revolution or somthing.Eric's was on Expressionism also,had a story on this monster called 'The Thing'.Before the presentations started I saw their slideshow and it was really awesome.But during the prsentation it didnt come out =.=..And Amir's group was cool too. Explained on the war and all.

In the end Hooi Chiat gave her comments on our work.Mine was too 'mild'.right~ Next time we have to really work our butts off.Oh did I mention that I got a rose from someone,who Im still wondering who... The seniors came around to do the v-day delivery thingy and in my class Winnie got 1 too(obviously I knew from who) Jasper & Terrence came up to me and just talked for awhile.They picked up the rose & I told them I didnt know it was from who.Then Jasper was being so cute and he suddenly kneeled down infront of me & said it was from him(jokingly).Oo well.My eyes started to hurt really badly.(thanks to my torn up contact lenses.again.) Couldnt wait to get home. Fadz followed us again as usual.I got home and fell asleep.


Ysterday pulak,was the last day of college before the midtermbreak started. Had our dsignworkshop class in the afternoon.But I realized tht my research was based on internet pics(and he doesnt want internet pics) and tak sempat to do my 3sketches(which i was spose to do bfore the class started) I almost didnt want to go for class,but I just faced it.When Michael was doing his lecture,I just simply sketched some stuff out.Critic session came.He called 1by1.He then called my name. >.<...I just went to him and said I didnt bring any reference. Here's how the session went;
Michael:Show me your sketches.
*shows the sketches*
Michael:Ok.What is your concept?
Me*in shock*: Oh.You want me to explain the concept?
Michael: Yes.
Me:You want me to talk about the concept?
Michael: Yes please explain your cncept.
Me: Ouh....ok.Well...*started to talk about what I saw in the sketch*
Michael:Nono.I want to know what is the message you want to give to the audience.
Me*started to think of a bullshit story*: Aah..ok..ermm..well.. *started to talk bout environmental shit*..Ok?
Michael:Mhmm.OK.You have your concept.What about your other sketches..
Me:THOSE ARE REALLY JUST SKETCHES!
Michael:OK.Just stick to this one.Go home and find the necessary references.

And he gave me 3 out of 4 marks.Woot~ Pays to be a fulltime crapper. ;)

Nyways.Day went by.I'll put up the presentation pics when I get them.Im ciao-ing to go out to OU.Daa~


GongXiFaCai! (angpau mau lai?)teehehe :p

♥Bid Farewell

woot~ eve's of valentines day.(mehh...so what~) Tomorrow is the history presentation1.Gosh...stressing,nerve-wrecking,heart-wrenching...aka damnfuckeddowh...

Our group took Expressionism,and we based it somthing on lolita trend and stuff.sorta goth and has somthin to do with self-cutting.Hope it'll turn out atleast alright,considering that the groupwork is...blah~ Good thing that sammy is there to keep us on track and all. (thankz sammy~ >.<)

Morning started out alright.Could finally wake up at 730(instead of leaving at 730) Abang couldnt pick me up..so coincidentally i was telling Akmal bout it last night when we were chatting.He asked what time was my class and he offered me a ride.(wuhoo~!hehe) So I took the lrt and stopped at Tmn Bahagia.Called him up and he said he'll be there in 5mins.Oh,and mntioned somthin bout comin in a small car(cuz he usually drives the estima) I just said okiedokie..While I was waiting at the taxi stand with the rest of the world,was lookin out for Akmal's car.Cars passed by and stuff,and even spotted this really nice sportscar.Was just lookin at it and all,and suddenly it stopped infront of me.I was like wtf...Saw it was Akmal.(yeah.i know) Was in shock oready...>.<..But was cool.MG sports car.With the hood open and shiz.Had a fun time zig-zagging along the other cars at 150km/hr.huhuh~ >.<...nyways,reached my class on time. (thanks to Mal for the suicidal-but-way-fun of a driving skills.hehe ^-^')

Had our watercolour test today..arghh i didnt finish~ (left out the kain.dammn) and ironically this was the ONLY time I didnt have time to fnish my painting.farked. whateverlah...After the class my hstory group dcided to stay and discuss bout how we should do the presentation tomorrow. (genwei & arthur disappeared.so 'thanks' for the help u guys..=.=') Macha(fadzil) came by forawhile and checked out our costume thingy. Then he went off for class and we were just doing our own thing.

Went to do our 'myself' assgnment and printed the buttons and stuff.Urgh the fatty bombom from tht printgate shop is a blardy poyo bastard. (mmang nak kene sepak muke dier -_-*) Lepak there and waited for our buttons to be done(i dont like mine..cause the part which i wanted to make the button is too small..=.=) Done with that we went to the main block and lepak at the lobby.Waited for sophia to finish up her dscussion.Then met Fadzil there also.Had a good laughing session along with sammy & soph when she came ^-^'..I even saw Irwan(the dude who I minat last time in islamic studies) and he cut his hair~ T.T...awhhh he was so good lookin with his sorta long hair and now...ishh.Now I'll have to wait for afew months or so to see him as someone who is good lookin again kekeke.(hes still ok lookin now lar but still.. :P)

We lepak till like almost 5 and dcided to take the taxi to kelanajaya.Fadz joined us also being his usual self travelling in the lrt all the way to jelatek and patah balik to tman jaya ^-^'..Then we got off and just sat there while we waited for my dad to come. He was smsing someone(or so I thought) and then....yeah.Hehe :P

Got back and took a nap.Woke up to a phone call.Oh well...wish me luck for the prsentation
tomorrow.adoii~ >.<


Its a bubbly affair.

♥Bid Farewell

Yepp.So I decided to start writing(typing,excuse me) again after a month has passed since the new year. (yes my new year is lambat a month ok.chinese new year anyone?) And today celebrates Thaipusam(is that considered new year too?) and City Day(new year for the city?) Today also marks the day when I took out 1 of my piercing at the top of my ear at my own will.Took me months of superduperhard thinking till it increased 0.00000001% of the usage of my brain. Till I finally dcided to take it out.Cuz hey,I still have the other one.



Anyways,recap on what has been happening since new year started.



New Year's Eve; at my grandma's place.Raya Haji what...Later at night my cousin just ajak go lepak at Titiwangsa lake and watch the fireworks.Mom followed along.At 12midnight she voumited.Happy New Year to you too mom.



Back to college,again; found out more people turned to smokers to no surprise. 2nd term lecturers are no fun. Though I do have names for a certain few(since chinese names can sometimes be a tad bit confusing). LiWen is my Mr Poyo,Michael is Mr Aku-Layan-Jek, Wei Chuan is Mr Sengal, and the tutor for figure2 who I cant remember the name is EmilyTheStrange(cute-but-deadly version).



New Faces; since Ive been hanging out with Fadz,Akmal and Adam more frequently now, I get to know more people in a way. Met Ahmad majoring in...oh gosh,I forgot.Illus i think?heh..Then there's Akmal's & Fadz friends SooHwa,SinSin,Jeevan and who I would usually talk to is KahFai whenever I spot him.Major in MM(multimedia).Oh and Wayn too(not my bestbud who does suicidal driving ok.This is a cuter one.haha!)Then theres suddenly a new dude in my class; name is Zaharin,who appears in afew of my classes.



The familiar faces appearing more; yeahh.Well it seems that Patrick,Terrence,Jasper and ofcourse Firaz has suddenly joined our batch. Theyre in most of my classes now so theyre practically in my batch already.But I dont mind at all.Theyre fun.hehehe.There are other new retakes...who I cant remember their names...Oh.Theres this weird dude who calls himself Pokemon. Not to be mean or anything but seriously,hes weird.I cant avoid from stating the fact.



Again with the projects,shish; Well so far theres the history projects..but this time create a costume based on the topics that we get(that should be sorta interesting) and my group members are: Sammy,YinYin,Arthur,GenWei and Gerron. Hurmm yeah. Then the Bahasa Kebangsaan(yes.the stoopid college is making me go through malay all over again) where we make a video recording drama based on the cerpen we get(ours is 'Tupai'.Yes~ isnt that 'Exciting'???'...Bite me.) Emm..then theres the Dsign projects.blablabla initial dsign and shiz.Will report more later on.





Check out meee PinK/PurPle-which-is-hardly-there hair...

♥Bid Farewell